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Name: Joe
Birthday: 10/21/1981
Gender: Male
Interests: Christian theology, music production engineering and recording, internet geek stuff, computers, digital photography, abstract digital imaging, extreme sports, and music.
Expertise: Mangement
Occupation: Mangement
Industry: Package Delivery (UPS)
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AIM:  jcgreen81
MSN: jcgreen@gmail.com
ICQ:  10132153
Yahoo:  jcgreen81
Member Since:
11/16/2004
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| God,
I feel like a bind man wondering through a forest running into trees as
I try to find a way to someone who will heal me, but I can't find him...
I
feel like my life has come to a halt; a standstill with nothing
happening. Oh, there's plenty of action happening around me, but
nothing in my life. Friends are gettin married, people at work are
being moved around and promoted, Joe had a fever this morning...Kate
wrapped him up in a blinket and sleeping bag and put him next to the
fireplace to warm up.
I'm about ready to give up on UPS. Maybe I
should just get a job at a gas station for $10/hr or something, because
this is just getting stale. Same old crap, just a different day. I
tried to force change at work, but it didn't happen. I feel like I'm
running on a treadmill...*sigh* I'm a guy who likes change, often.
Change is good, it gives you a new outlook on the world around you. Ask
my mom, I re-arranged my room about twice a month growing up. And in
the four months I've lived with the Schumachers, I've re-arranged about
six times. I like change, I hate it when things grow stale, it drives
me nuts. Yet I feel my life has become stale. Christ said to his
followers that they were the salt of the earth...well I don't feel like
salt, I feel like dirt. I'm bored, and I don't know if there's much I
can do, short of quitting UPS and going elsewhere. But I've put in my
resume to about 15 different companies over the past two months, all
rejected me or found more qualified canidates.
I'M BECOMING
STALE! I hate being stale...it bores me...(I know I just repeated
myself for the thrid or fouth time, but I don't really care). My job is
boring, I'm under paid, I can't budget my money worth a crap, and
nothing is happening in my life (or maybe I'm just not looking hard
enough). The latest development in my life...I had a cold last week,
and now it's pretty much gone...that's about it. I refuse to ask for
something exciting to happen in my life though. Last time I did that I
was 10, and my house burned down a week latter (I kid you not), but I
need a change...what to do...what to do... | | |
| I gota work in 2 hours, so I thought I would drop in and post a quick blog as I kill time.
For those who still read this, not much goin' on here. I'll be workin double shifts this winter at UPS which should be interesting. 8am-? then again at 10pm-3am. My boss was concerned that I'd wear myself out, but it's only for 6 weeks, plus the extra cash can't hurt. Hopefully if I do well this winter, I can grab that promotion that's been rather elusive this past year. I'll probably give UPS till April, then I'll probably move on.
That's about it. Adios.
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| I forgot this place even existed. Howdy everyone.
What's up with Joe...lets see. I still work at UPS, and I still dislike working there. I think it's time to move on, and before Thanksgiving hopefully. I see no chance at starting a carrer anytime soon with UPS, and I'm feeling like it's time to move on with my life, and it's kind of hard to do that on what I make working part time. So...if you don't like something, change it, right? Right. Moving on...
Schmo is getting married in November, horay for him! He asked me if I wanted to move into his unfinished basement though, which I don't really have a problem with, as it's in the basement, and his room is on the second floor, which means there's plenty of space between the two, which will be fine. He needs some help paying for his house, and I don't want to live in my Mom's office anymore :) (sorry Mom, but I'm sure you understand).
Beyond that, nothing much is happening with my life. It seems like the same ole redundant crap every day...nothing new. I am however getting back into the local church here in Hastings. Schumacher asked me to play bass for Sunday morning worship at Calvary, which I enjoy doing. I'm pretty sure I won't be directly involved with the youth though, it seems as though that's not where my heart is anymore. My main focus is geared twords college age people like myself, and worship.
We'll see where God leads me from here, hopefully something big. I've always had the feeling that God has something huge planned for me, but I've always felt like I was never ready for it. Not that I feel ready now, but I feel more apt to let God do what he's gonna do and let go of the wheel that I've been gripping tightly for the past year or so. So, if you feel like prayin', pray that I let go and let God do his thing. I've always had a problem with blind faith and trust, so pray that I just let go.
Until next time Xanga.
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| ...so now I'm just going to use it to post comments on other people's blogs. I'm a loser I know. Post comments to comments that I posted in the comment part of your blog(s).
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